[1123-fang] thanksgiving

     Wow it's been a long time since I write a post. Sorry about that... I was super busy and then super lazy after that. My time management is miserable.

     Okay it's thanksgiving next week and I got five days off in total!!! Next Tuesday I'm gonna watch a NBA basketball game with a guy from Hong Kong. And then I'll probably go to Philadelphia with Schirin for two days. And for Thursday the Thanksgiving to another roommate's house, hopefully have some traditional big Thanksgiving meal!!!!! On Friday, Han Chiu will be in DC so hopefully we'll meet. Then at night, my roommates and I want to go out dancing together. Sounds like an exciting week, doesn't it? Oh gosh I'm so worried about my final reports....

     Nothing really happened lately so I don't know what to share with you. Well I went to a birthday party tonight. It's not a crazy college student party. It's actually a really nice and warm and cute dinner party at her relative's house. I met the nicest people there. And I saw some little kids (3 years old <3) and they're so adorable. I really wish that I can have a warm and sweet family like that in the future.

    I cannot believe that I only got 3 weeks left in University of Maryland. I think it's not an ecstatic experience in all, but it's full of impact and new stuffs. I'll miss the time here. But I'm also eager to go home too. :)

[1109] Why am I still here?

I had artfest workshop today and I'm still here posting article.
lol

Mandy, yuting and Michelle and I had dinner yesterday and chatting about our relationships. It was kinda, remind me some memories. Since I don't have any target now which I really want one, I can only think of something in the past. Even it's been so long ago but I still feel a lil sad about this. And after dinner we were leaving and suddenly Mandy found out my first ex and his gf were eating outside the restaurant (their seats are outside). I was panic cuz I haven't met him for a long long time. So I decided to pretend not seeing hime and rapidly walk away. Actually I've been thinking about talking to him again but I don't think I was prepared to see him, especially in this case.

    And then this morning I found out a letter which I thought it's from my second ex so I opened it and read, and surprisingly found out it's from first ex.
I don't have much memories about us but reading the words he wrote me makes me feel really sad. I already forget all the hatreds back then, now I can only think why I would hurt someone who loved me so much.  

    I wish I would never hurt someone who loves me. And it's so lucky to have someone loves you. I waste the chances.

   yeah I'm not that sad just feel lil blue about relationships. And Damn I want a boyfriend so much!!!! though I've been hunting cute girls but I still want a boyfriend! (not convincing at all)

 get a boy back or we will be blue together.
or plan B you and I make a couple. (I recommend you the first plan)


done I'm going to sleep, ciao.

[1021-fang] after the midterm

    Oppositely, I feel quite idle these days because I finished all my midterms last week. They're not so bad! They're pretty easy comparing to exams in Taiwan, but I guess it's also because the classes I chose here are the more light and easy ones.
    I am getting along with my Germany roommate more and more. And some of the other international students too. This is quite good and I really enjoy hanging out with them. Lately I finally got the feeling that I'll be missing some of them when I go back to Taiwan. (Good sign! The means that I am really starting to like my friends here.) But I still miss Taiwan so bad and will want to go back soon. Even though that means facing the reality and not to go out and have fun every week. And the graduation season... omg.
   My computer network is still not stably working. My parents say that I can buy a tablet, but I am still struggling. I mean, of course I want one but I also want to save money for them. We'll see.
   I want to write a letter but I can't find the right paper anywhere. Maybe I'll just use notebook paper lol do you mind?
   Jia yo on everything!

[1014-ping] my recent life

Sorry it's been two weeks. Start getting busy.
Well  I really want to sleep early because I find out if I stay up late I can't get up until noon which is a waste of time. And I really want to go to gym in the morning but I failed everytime. But works' getting more and more I can't just ignore fb and go to sleep. So I guess I should be more efficient.
And I really want to chat with you while I still have things to do.

I'm involved in lots of activities and I'm really buzy, but I don't want to show any busy look or grumpy expression but it's hard not to moan while you do have lots of works. Because I made the choice of being busy so I can't complain. I hope I can be happy in all these activities.

Okay I have to do something now.
Enjoy your day!

[1003-fang] money money money

Hi Pin Ren,

Once again, I am so happy that I got the first prize, well, not the first but at least it’s the only prize, of your game! Yayaya we’re totally in sync! Lol

I’m going to a movie tomorrow night. The movie is called “Gravity” starring George Clooney and Sandra Bullock. I’ve never heard of it and it’s a 3D sci-fi movie, which I normally wouldn’t like, but I like both actors and the reviews say it’s great. So anyway, looking forward to it. It’ll be my first time watching movie here! But I kind of hope it’s the last time though lol. Because it can be so expensive.

My concern these days is that, I think I’ve already spent so much money, but it’s only been a month! Like my canoeing trip last week costs 65 dollars, and two weeks later I’m going to an amusement park and you know the entrance fee cannot be cheap. Also, I plan to go to New York to visit Han Chiu on November (super excited!!!!!!). In addition, she invited me to join her Christmas vacation with her family in Phoenix, which is way across the country. I’m very grateful for that offer and I would really like to go, but that means plane ticket. And there’re several events during this semester too. It can be a massive number when adding them all up. Now I’m seriously thinking about the 1975 concert. It’s next Friday and I haven’t ask someone to go with me. I think, I might be able to have someone to go with me, but that’s another expense again! Cry.

   I really need to find a job immediately when I go back to Taiwan. I hope it's a tutor job so I can make more money in less time. 

Anyway, the bikini I ordered from the internet has arrived. It’s not too bad but it doesn’t really fit perfectly. Anyway, I look so fat (cry). Is this the alarm that tells me to lose weight? I sure have to woowoo.

The internet breakdown came back to me again lately. I can’t believe this. Sometimes it works but sometimes it doesn’t.

How’s your job doing? And the art-fest? And all your classes? J

[0925-ping] Happy Bday DUCKY!!

Happy birthday Dear!!
I don't know what to say but hope you get an American style party and have fun!! Don't get too drunk!!
It must be great  that there's one birthday in other country! (I guess
Yeah enjoy your day and I had to go sleeping xD
I love you!!


give you a present below:







THAT'S NOW!!!!!!









not funny at all okay.

anyway you laugh.
laugh now!

okay I really need to sleep now lol
Love love love

this is so ugly.

[0919-fang] full moon

    Hi Pin Ren. I am experiencing the ultimate internet breakdown these days. But I've been able to connect to wifi for already half hour now. What a bless! (See, my wish is so small now.)

    Anyway, I think I am getting better now. I mean in whole. I did my first presentation here this afternoon. It was just a  2-minutes speech about ourselves but it's the first presentation for me here, excluding those times when the teacher asks everyone to speak when he poses a question. I was freaking out before this because I was not well-prepared and I was still thinking about what to talk about before the class started. But eventually I made it through and it's not that bad. I am having another presentation next week and the week after, both 5 minutes. They're more difficult and require a lot of preparation and information hunting, but at least now I know what it feels like to stand in front of the class.

    I have sooooo many deadlines this two weeks. 這邊老師真的沒有在客氣的。（忍不住打中文）Every course has its assignment almost every week. I think it makes me have to concentrate and put much effort on living my life here now, which I think it's a good thing. I need that. I just hope that I can handle them all while I have fun doing other things.

    I went to the ballroom dance club today. We did waltz. I was just talking to 子翊 about this. He said that if he go study abroad one day, he will go to ballroom dance club to meet pretty chicks haha. 嘖嘖! Well but I have to say, the proportion of handsome boys and beautiful girls are not very high lol. But I still think it's pretty interesting and I probably will go back again next week (since it's free!)

    Have fun at your grand's house and Ming Hong's too. :-)

    Travis tomorrow!!!!!!!!!