[1123-fang] thanksgiving

     Wow it's been a long time since I write a post. Sorry about that... I was super busy and then super lazy after that. My time management is miserable.

     Okay it's thanksgiving next week and I got five days off in total!!! Next Tuesday I'm gonna watch a NBA basketball game with a guy from Hong Kong. And then I'll probably go to Philadelphia with Schirin for two days. And for Thursday the Thanksgiving to another roommate's house, hopefully have some traditional big Thanksgiving meal!!!!! On Friday, Han Chiu will be in DC so hopefully we'll meet. Then at night, my roommates and I want to go out dancing together. Sounds like an exciting week, doesn't it? Oh gosh I'm so worried about my final reports....

     Nothing really happened lately so I don't know what to share with you. Well I went to a birthday party tonight. It's not a crazy college student party. It's actually a really nice and warm and cute dinner party at her relative's house. I met the nicest people there. And I saw some little kids (3 years old <3) and they're so adorable. I really wish that I can have a warm and sweet family like that in the future.

    I cannot believe that I only got 3 weeks left in University of Maryland. I think it's not an ecstatic experience in all, but it's full of impact and new stuffs. I'll miss the time here. But I'm also eager to go home too. :)

[1109] Why am I still here?

I had artfest workshop today and I'm still here posting article.
lol

Mandy, yuting and Michelle and I had dinner yesterday and chatting about our relationships. It was kinda, remind me some memories. Since I don't have any target now which I really want one, I can only think of something in the past. Even it's been so long ago but I still feel a lil sad about this. And after dinner we were leaving and suddenly Mandy found out my first ex and his gf were eating outside the restaurant (their seats are outside). I was panic cuz I haven't met him for a long long time. So I decided to pretend not seeing hime and rapidly walk away. Actually I've been thinking about talking to him again but I don't think I was prepared to see him, especially in this case.

    And then this morning I found out a letter which I thought it's from my second ex so I opened it and read, and surprisingly found out it's from first ex.
I don't have much memories about us but reading the words he wrote me makes me feel really sad. I already forget all the hatreds back then, now I can only think why I would hurt someone who loved me so much.  

    I wish I would never hurt someone who loves me. And it's so lucky to have someone loves you. I waste the chances.

   yeah I'm not that sad just feel lil blue about relationships. And Damn I want a boyfriend so much!!!! though I've been hunting cute girls but I still want a boyfriend! (not convincing at all)

 get a boy back or we will be blue together.
or plan B you and I make a couple. (I recommend you the first plan)


done I'm going to sleep, ciao.